• The philosophy behind endurance

    Author: Tim Krabbe

    Genre: Cycling/Fiction

    “Endurance is not just the ability to bear a hard thing but to turn it into glory.”

    -William Barclay

    Continuing my tryst with cycles, this week I tend to explore a piece of literature that captures the mental grit and poetic rhythm of competitive sport like cycling. This novel is supposedly a landmark in sports literature and is originally written in Dutch. It was translated in English in 2002. It is a persuasive story of a bicycle race which meditates on obsession, endurance and the fragile boundary between glory and anonymity. Lets find out more about which book I am talking about .

    Synopsis: This week I explore The Rider by Tim Krabbe or De Renner as is the original work is known. It follows the story of a cyclist who competes in a race of 137 kilometres(Tour de France I am looking at you). The story is a kilometer by kilometer narration which hooks the reader in the intricate strategies, tolls and mental acrobatics of road racing. The rivals are not just people who are racing with the cyclist but are also characters of a psychological drama unfolding on wheels.

    A stream of consciousness insights, recollections of past races, and philosophical reflections is what is offered to the reader as the cyclist is portrayed as a man who is in pursuit of a single mission and that is to win.

    Analysis: Why the book is landmark? The book is a landmark because the race is transformed into a canvas for existential rumination . The author not only captures what it feels to race but also what it means to participate in one. He also captures the nitty gritties of the bicycling. The rider has a constant conversation with his body, his competitors and his doubts. This conversation which he has is both intensely personal and universally resonant. It reminds us that every sport is also a form of storytelling. It also puts into highlight stoicism- a philosophy which is designed to make us more resilient, happier , virtuous and wise. It gives out the message that one needs to embrace pain as a form of purification and indirectly becomes an endeavour that demands full commitment. A reality which is applicable both in personal and professional life but very few people embrace it .

    The author also critiques the obsession one has in a professional sport. His protagonist is not perfect but a person who is flawed, egoistic and obsessive in nature. The need to win becomes more of a fixation rather than something that is existential in nature. This gives it a realistic feel as it explores the rituals and self-imposed discipline one puts on oneself to achieve something. Discipline is a great way to achieve one’s goals but it inhibits one’s ability to take risks.

    The flashbacks are weaved into the story seamlessly as it underlines both the events from the past as well as the future. It highlights both the highs and lows with equal weight showcasing how each adds a layer to the identity of a human being in this case the cyclist. These deepen the narrative and expand the emotional stakes beyond the current race.

    Verdict: The Rider is a story which portrays vulnerability, fierceness and a raw narrative of a competitive obsession. The psychological journey it maps is relatable to anyone who has pursued a goal on the brink of exhaustion. The feelings of doubt, determination , joy and pain are universal to everyone who strives. It also reminds us that even if we feel alone in the journey of our pursuit, we are never alone . Our past, our fears and our aspirations they travel with us.

    The psychological battles are just as fierce as the physical ones. The protagonist talks to himself, argues with his body, recalls rivals’ past performances, and even contemplates quitting. But quitting, Krabbé seems to argue, is not about failure—it is about surrendering one’s narrative. The need to finish, to matter, to be remembered—these become more important than the podium itself.

    It’s also worth noting how the book deals with masculinity—not through bravado, but through vulnerability. The male characters are competitive, yes, but they’re also emotionally porous. There’s a rawness to their interactions and internal reflections that allows the novel to transcend gender norms in sports. It’s a reminder that the desire to prove oneself, to feel alive, is not about toughness but about truth.

    So, if you are someone who is looking for a read that is inspiring as well as touches upon the topic of being obsessed. Or if you are someone who wants to delve into the psyche of a person who persists, then this might be a great read for you.

    Rating: ****

    Cite Bite: “The greater the suffering, the greater the glory.”

    In The Rider by Tim Krabbé, what does the race symbolize for the protagonist?

    A. A means to achieve financial success
    B. A test of physical limits and technical prowess
    C. A metaphor for life’s existential struggle and search for meaning
    D. A way to impress rivals and secure professional sponsorship

    Continue reading →: The philosophy behind endurance
  • Starring: Lance Armstrong , Reed Albergotti, Frankie Andreu, Betsy Andreu, Johan Bruyneel, Alberto Contador, Daniel Coyle, Michele Ferrari, George Hincapie,

    Directed By: Alex Gibney

    Genre: Documentary

    “Deception may give us what we want for the present, but it will always take away in the end.”

    -Rachel Hawthorne

    This week’s pick explores a story of a person considered one of the greats in the history of cycling. But then a can of worms spilt out and spelt doom for him. His entire world came crashing down. Knowing that his game was up, he decided to come out clean about his deception. However, after coming out clean, did he lose respect or did he gain more admirers for speaking out the truth? Lets find out.

    Synopsis: Lance Armstrong was what one would describe as a perfect example of a person who was an inspiration to all. A person who gets struck by testicular cancer. Yet, he makes it by ending up winning seven Tour De France consecutively. His Livestrong Foundation raised millions for cancer research and awareness. In short, he was a person who was a ray of hope for a lot of people.

    And then one day, it all came crashing down. This is what Alex Gibney tries to explore through his documentary “The Armstrong Lie“. What was supposed to be a story about how a man overcomes all the odds ended up being a Pandora box of how a fraud was carried out.

    The scale at which the deception was carried out was immense. For over a decade, he ended up masterminding the most sophisticated, professionalized and successful doping program in the world of cycling. He bullied teammates into participating, threatened whistleblowers, intimidated journalists, and sued anyone who dared suggest he was anything less than clean.

    The level of fraud he carried out was multi-dimensional. This is what is explored in the documentary. Of how a symbol of hope became a face of fraudulent activities.

    Scrutiny: Gibney’s documentary explores the emotions of Lance in his three different phases. The confident champion who controlled his narrative after making a comeback; the aggressive accused who maintained his innocence even though allegations mounted and that of a disgraced athlete who started making partial admissions once the truth came out.

    Another interesting aspect of the documentary is that it explores the theme of self-deception.He didn’t just lie to the world.But instead he constructed an alternate reality where his actions were justified.It exposes an ugly picture of what winning at any cost means as the end always justified the means. However, this win at any cost attitude ended up creating a downward spiral from which escape became impossible without total destruction.

    But was he the only one who was responsible for the entire mess? This is a question the documentary tries to explore as it showcases the complacency in the world of professional cycling. It also exposes the role media plays . It failed as a watchdog as Lance used it to control the story he was telling .

    It also highlights a tragic truth that people who tell the truth are often victims of professional exile, financial ruin or personal attacks. In spite of that it also reminds us that while truth may not prevail always immediately; persistence about it leads to a breakthrough.

    The Sentiment:The Armstrong Lie is an eye-opening watch.The reason why it is eye-opening is because it portrays the fragile nature of media. It shows how desperately we want to believe in heroes but this desire blinds us to red flags.

    His story serves as a caution about the dangers of unchecked ambition and the corrosive effects of lying. As one deception after another created an elaborate house of cards which ultimately collapsed.

    But despite one’s power, wealth, celebrity friends, and sophisticated PR machine, the truth always finds its way out and facts do prevail over fiction. This is a very crucial lesson especially in times when truth often seems negotiable and “alternative facts” compete for attention.

    It also leaves behind a question for the viewers-Is redemption possible after a calculated, long-term deception? Well that depends what your value system is about and what you tend to prioritize the most.

    Rating:****

    Que : Which country did Michele Ferrari belong to?

    a. Italy

    b. United States of America

    c. Ireland

    d. France

    Quote Unquote: “I viewed my battle with cancer as an athletic competition. But in that, you either win or you lose. When you lose, or if you lose, you die. So I took that perspective, which is a little dark, and I put it into everything I’ve done since then. I like to win. But more than anything, I can’t stand the idea of losing, because, to me, that equals death.”

    Continue reading →: The downfall of a supposed hero?
  • Biking tales

    Genre: Sports/Slice-of life

    Number of episodes: 9

    Presented by: Cycling Octopus: Cinematic Indian Documentaries

    “A gem cannot be polished without friction nor a man perfected by trials.”

    -Chinese proverb

    This month raises tribute to the most neglected part of our life-health. It is often said health is wealth. Or as Swami Vivekananda says, “A healthy mind resides in a healthy body. ” But in the hustle and bustle of life, we often forget or neglect this aspect. And then we end up up having various diseases. However, if we care for our health we do not have to suffer in the long run. After all an average human being lives for a minimum 60 years. So, if you have been someone who has neglected your health for a long time, now is the high time to get your health back on track slowly and steadily.

    There are different ways of achieving your health goals. Bicycling is one of the methods so is racing with a motorcycle or motocross as someone might refer to. This week’s pick revolves around nine such stories which involve the love for bikes in some or the other manner.

    Synopsis: Friction tells us 9 such stories which are connected with the world of biking in some manner. All of them share one thing in common and that is their love for bikes whether it be a bicycle or a motorcycle. While some have pursued their love for biking in the form of racing; others have helped restore or collected bikes in any form. While they reminisce about the good times they had while biking. They also lament the fact about the present condition of the sport. But they are hopeful or talk about how the scene can change. One story talks about how a future generation is being shaped up to race in motocross races . While the other talks about how she challenges herself to explore outside her comfort zone . There is an individual who built India’s fastest electric bike and the challenges he and his friends faced while doing so.

    Assessment: Friction tries to explore the love one has for biking in different forms. It tries to bring individuals from different walks of life and try to understand what makes them love the sport. It offers a fresh take by providing multiple perspectives. While the stories are nice and refreshing as they highlight the love; the cinematography could have been a little better. But it can be understood as a case wherein one might have faced budget constraints or a case wherein high-quality camera equipment might not be available. Also, if there might have been some connecting factor apart from the love of biking; it would have been a better case. This is because the human brain or me as a viewer can connect better when there is a pattern or something which connects the dots. What should be appreciated is the fact that they decided to put in the effort and bring together 9 different stories. This is because it takes a lot of time and effort to work on such projects. Another good point is that the episodes are short the maximum time duration is that of 17 minutes. So, if you are struggling with time , then this can be your pick.

    The View: Friction is a good watch if you are looking for something different. It helps us to meet different people from the city of Pune who are passionate about one thing- their love for bikes. So, if you are a person who loves slice-of-life stories or a person who is a lover of bikes then this show can be watched by you.

    Rating: ***

    Baap Dialogue: “It is the enthusiasm that keeps you going not the money.”

    Que: What is the name of the company which built India’s fastest electric bike?

    a. Torque Motors

    b. Hero Motors

    c. Thomas Motors

    d. Tork Motors

    Continue reading →: Biking tales

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